3am Breakdown
I woke up last night around 2 in the morning, feeling thirst in my throat. After a glass of much spilled water from the dispenser, lied back down on the bed. Ugh. Couldn’t fall asleep right away.
Five minutes later, for no reason at all, a tear rolled down my cheek. Then another. And another one. What started as silent tears soon turned hysterical. I made loud sobbing noises, bawling my eyes out, like a child whose favorite toy was taken away, secretly glad that the rest of the family was away in la-la land busy with their own dreams.
I was having a breakdown. At 3am.
After a while, the tears subsided and the sobs slowly turned to hiccups. I stared at the ceiling, awake. And stayed that way until my alarm went off. Then I start my day like any other morning.
It’s just one of those times when I need a good cry because all the pent up feelings need an outlet. It comes every now and then. I deal with that.
But the timing? 3 in the morning? Seriously? I need a better schedule for this.
Five minutes later, for no reason at all, a tear rolled down my cheek. Then another. And another one. What started as silent tears soon turned hysterical. I made loud sobbing noises, bawling my eyes out, like a child whose favorite toy was taken away, secretly glad that the rest of the family was away in la-la land busy with their own dreams.
I was having a breakdown. At 3am.
After a while, the tears subsided and the sobs slowly turned to hiccups. I stared at the ceiling, awake. And stayed that way until my alarm went off. Then I start my day like any other morning.
It’s just one of those times when I need a good cry because all the pent up feelings need an outlet. It comes every now and then. I deal with that.
But the timing? 3 in the morning? Seriously? I need a better schedule for this.
posted by kudanil.cantik @ 5:09 PM
4 Comments:
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kat
a perfect time to let 'em out. Nobody around, no sound, just you and 'the rumble'. Just don't do it oftenly kay. After all, it's just minutes away from a brand new morning.
Why don't you sing 'em out? on a karaoke event maybe. Hehehe just a suggestion.
moral message : embrace the moment and live it up...
tanya.kenapa?: not too often, just once every blue moon, promise! :)
what are you anyway? half werewolf half hippo? hehehe.
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